What book or article can you recommend pertaining to christian persecutions or persecutions of 'new birth'

Hmm, persecution, or not wanting endless preaching? Perhaps when the saudi governemtn bans you preaching it is not persecution, but instead, the persecution is you preaching to the world nonstop ad nauseum? If this is so, then most of the persecution you feel is imaginary, and the books on it are just self deluded fiction?