Hey, can anyone answer for my please?

I think that it is a big possibility that you have become dependent on men, but this doesnt mean that you cant become indendent again. I think that after being in multiple relationships for long periods of time can eventually lead to bad things. After a while you forget who you really are, and sometimes haveing some alone time is what you really need. Surround yourself with friends and things you enjoy doing. You might find somethings that you didnt even know you liked.